I married a man I’d been dating for only 3 months because on our second date he broke down and confided that he was dying. He said he wanted to make the most of his last months and marry me.

However, months later I noticed he was gaining weight and lying about his appointments.

His name was Soren. We met at a friend’s backyard barbecue on one of those weirdly warm October afternoons. He had kind eyes and an awkward, self-deprecating charm that immediately drew me in. I wasn’t looking for anything serious—I’d just gotten out of a long, draining relationship—but by the end of the night, he had me laughing so hard I had tears in my eyes.

On our second date, he said he had something to tell me. We were sitting in his car, eating drive-thru fries and listening to an old Norah Jones CD. That’s when he told me he had late-stage liver cancer. He said it had spread. That he had six months at most.

He cried. I cried with him. It was way too much emotion for a second date, but it didn’t feel wrong. Something in me clicked into caregiver mode—maybe because I lost my mom young, maybe because I’m wired that way. But I told him I wouldn’t run.

Three months later, he proposed under a tree in the park where we had our first picnic. I said yes.

Everyone thought I was insane. My sister Yuki told me she’d support me but begged me to slow down. My dad didn’t even show up to the wedding. “You’re getting emotionally blackmailed by a terminal stranger,” he said.

But Soren and I got married at the county hall, just the two of us. He wore a gray suit that hung a little loose on him, and I wore a pale blue dress I borrowed from a friend. Afterward, we ate pancakes and danced in the living room to The Shins.

For the first few months, I doted on him. Drove him to appointments. Sat through his blood tests. Watched him wince through back pain and bad nights. I cried in the shower more times than I can count. I didn’t want him to see how scared I was.

But slowly, things stopped adding up.

For someone with stage 4 cancer, he started looking… better. His cheeks filled out. His color came back. He was eating more. He said he was trying a new treatment, some “experimental detox protocol” his old college buddy sent him from Costa Rica.

When I asked for details, he got vague. Changed the subject.

Then he stopped letting me come to appointments. Said he needed “mental space.” That his new treatment was working and he didn’t want to jinx it.

I got suspicious. One day while he was in the shower, I opened his backpack. Inside, I found a manila folder with old paperwork from a hospital—dated over a year before we met. But the scans looked clean. No metastasis. No diagnosis at all, just a liver inflammation note and a warning about drinking.

My chest went ice cold. I waited until he went out for a “walk” and called the hospital. I posed as his sister, asked for a copy of his medical history. They said I’d need a release form.

That night I confronted him.

At first, he denied everything. Said I misunderstood the papers. That I didn’t know how to read scans. That I was disrespecting his process and energy healing.

Then he flipped it on me. Told me I’d changed. That I used to be so caring, but now I was “obsessed with controlling everything.”

I almost believed him. I actually apologized.

But the seed of doubt had already bloomed.

The final straw came a week later. I followed him. I felt disgusting doing it, but I had to know. He said he was going to his “oncologist.” I trailed him in my old Corolla, heart pounding in my throat.

He parked at a 24-hour gym.

I watched him go inside with a duffel bag.

I sat in that parking lot for 90 minutes. My whole body buzzed like static. When he came out, he looked relaxed. Sweaty. Alive.

The next morning, while he was sleeping, I packed a bag and went to Yuki’s. She opened the door and didn’t say “I told you so.” She just pulled me in and made tea.

I didn’t call him for two days. He didn’t call me either.

On the third day, he showed up at Yuki’s. Wearing a hoodie and holding a bouquet of sunflowers. He begged me to come outside.

I did.

He started crying. Said he loved me. Said he got scared when he met me because it was the first time in years he actually cared about someone. Said he made up the cancer because he thought if he had an expiration date, I’d take him seriously. Said he never meant for it to go this far.

My brain short-circuited. I couldn’t even scream.

He swore he was in therapy now. He wasn’t.

He said he wanted to earn back my trust.

I told him I needed time.

But here’s the part I didn’t expect: I did miss him. Or maybe I missed the version of him I thought was real. The one who needed me. The one who made me feel like love was urgent and precious and fleeting.

I stayed at Yuki’s for three weeks. I kept my phone off. I went for long walks. I made soup. I cried in the bath, in the car, in the grocery store.

And then I called a divorce lawyer.

It was over fast. Quicker than our wedding planning. Soren didn’t fight me on it.

Months passed. I started volunteering at a hospice center. Partly to make sense of the mess I’d been through. Partly because I wanted to be around people who actually were facing death with dignity.

That’s where I met Marta.

She was 73, Polish, and dying of ovarian cancer. She wore bright lipstick and told dirty jokes and made the best mushroom soup I’ve ever tasted. I sat with her once a week, just listening. She said she didn’t want pity, just honesty.

One afternoon, I told her everything about Soren. I expected her to laugh or shake her head. But she just said, “He was scared of being nobody. You made him feel important.”

And that’s when it hit me: I wasn’t an idiot. I was kind. I led with heart. I wanted to believe in something.

That wasn’t weakness.

That was strength.

Soren disappeared from my life after the divorce. Deleted his socials. I heard through a mutual acquaintance that he moved to Arizona to “work on himself.” I wish him healing. I really do. But from far, far away.

As for me—I started dating again. Slowly. Carefully.

A year after the divorce, I met someone at the hospice charity auction. His name’s Mateo. He’s gentle and goofy and once cried during a dog food commercial. We’ve been taking it slow, but steady.

He knows about Soren. He doesn’t judge.

When I told him the whole story, he held my hand and said, “Some people get tricked because they’re greedy. You got tricked because you’re generous. There’s a difference.”

That night, I slept the best I had in years.

Here’s what I learned:

Love should never come wrapped in urgency and fear. If someone needs you to rush, to sacrifice, to ignore your gut—that’s not love. That’s manipulation in a tuxedo.

Real love shows up slowly, on time, with clean hands and no big secrets.

And if you’ve ever been burned like I was—don’t let it make you hard. Let it make you smarter, yes. But not colder. Not smaller.

Your softness isn’t the problem. It’s your gift.

So keep it. Protect it. And give it, when the time is right, to someone who deserves it.

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