The house has been empty for six years. No lights, no heat, just ivy choking the windows and mail jammed in the slot from people who still don’t know. Grandpa left it to rot after Nana moved out. He said it was “too soaked in shame to sell.”
So why the hell was my cousin Dre out front with a backpack, crouched like he was about to rob the place?
I was walking back from Zara’s with takeout when I saw him. Hoodie up, flashlight off, fiddling with the lower lock like he’d done it before. He didn’t see me. I ducked behind the side hedge, heart pounding. We hadn’t talked in months—not since the weird fight at Uncle Zoran’s funeral, when he accused me of “playing dumb on purpose.”
Back then I thought he was just spiraling.
But now I wasn’t so sure.
I crouched there, clutching my bag of shawarma, wondering if I should yell out or just keep watching. My brain was buzzing with questions. Why this house? Why now? Everyone in the family avoided it like it carried a curse. Grandpa’s words had stuck to us like tar: “too soaked in shame.”
The lock clicked. I heard it. Dre eased the door open just enough to slip inside.
I stood frozen, breath clouding in the cold night air. I knew I had two choices: walk away and pretend I never saw it, or follow him.
The smarter option was obvious, but family ties pull at you in weird ways. I pushed through the hedge, stepped quietly onto the porch, and followed him in.
The air inside hit me like a damp rag. It smelled like dust, mildew, and something metallic. My sneakers crunched against bits of broken plaster scattered across the floor. Dre’s flashlight beam flickered in the hallway, bobbing toward the kitchen.
I whispered his name, barely audible.
He froze, swung the light back, and when he saw me his eyes widened.
“What the hell are you doing here?” he hissed.
“I could ask you the same,” I shot back. “Breaking into Grandpa’s place? Are you serious?”
He looked past me, like he was checking if I’d brought someone else. Then he lowered the beam.
“You don’t understand,” he muttered. “I’m not here to steal. I’m here to find something.”
“What? Mold? Regret? The ghost of Grandpa yelling at you?”
“Don’t joke,” he snapped. “It’s serious. There’s stuff in here. Stuff that explains everything.”
I wanted to laugh but his tone stopped me. His voice wasn’t desperate or fake—it was heavy. The kind of heavy you can’t make up.
“What are you talking about?” I asked.
“Just… shut up and help me look,” he said. “Or leave. But if you leave, don’t tell anyone you saw me.”
That should’ve been my cue to turn around. But curiosity and that old cousin-bond I couldn’t shake made me stay.
We moved into the kitchen. Paint curled off the cabinets, and old yellow linoleum peeled up in strips. The fridge door hung open, rusted hinges groaning.
Dre went straight for the wall next to the pantry and started tapping it with his knuckles.
“What are you doing?” I whispered.
“Listening,” he said. “There’s a hollow spot here.”
I stared. “You think there’s some hidden room? This isn’t a movie.”
He ignored me, crouched, and pulled a flathead screwdriver from his backpack. With a few sharp jabs, he started prying at the baseboard.
I shifted uncomfortably. The house creaked around us, every sound magnified.
“Dre, seriously. What are we even looking for?”
He stopped, wiped sweat off his forehead, and looked at me with a raw expression I hadn’t seen before.
“The letters,” he said. “Grandma’s letters.”
I frowned. “What letters?”
“The ones she wrote before she left,” he said. “Grandpa hid them. I know he did. That’s why he said the house was soaked in shame. It wasn’t about her leaving—it was about why she left.”
My mouth went dry. No one ever talked about that. Nana had packed up one night and never came back. Some said she’d run off with a man from church. Others whispered about money. Grandpa never explained. He just shut down, stopped inviting people over, and eventually let the house rot.
“You think they’re still here? After all this time?”
“I know they are,” Dre said, jabbing harder at the wall. “He wouldn’t have destroyed them. He would’ve buried them in the house, like a punishment.”
The baseboard cracked. A small hole appeared. Dre shoved the screwdriver in and pried until the wood splintered. Behind it, I saw dark space. He grinned like he’d just unlocked a safe.
“Help me,” he said.
I hesitated but crouched beside him. Together we pulled away more wood until the opening was wide enough for Dre to reach in. His arm disappeared up to the elbow.
“Got something,” he muttered.
When he pulled his hand out, he held a bundle wrapped in oilcloth, stiff with age. My breath caught.
We sat on the dusty floor and unwrapped it carefully. Inside were stacks of envelopes tied with brittle string. My hands trembled as I picked one up. The paper was yellowed, edges frayed. On the front, in Nana’s looping script, was Grandpa’s name.
Dre looked at me. “Told you.”
I swallowed. “We shouldn’t be reading these.”
“We have to,” he said. “It’s the truth. No one else wanted it, but I do.”
He untied the string and pulled out the first letter. The handwriting wavered but was still clear.
“Zoran,” he read aloud. “I can’t carry this anymore. What happened to Mirela wasn’t my fault, and I won’t let you bury me with the blame…”
He stopped. My chest tightened. Mirela. That was the name of their first daughter—the aunt I’d only seen in one faded photo. She’d died as a baby, and no one ever spoke of her.
Dre’s eyes flicked to mine. “You didn’t know, did you?”
I shook my head slowly.
He kept reading, voice breaking. The letter described fights, accusations, and something darker. Nana claimed Grandpa had blamed her for the baby’s death, convinced she’d been careless. But she insisted there had been complications from birth, things out of her control.
“‘You punish me with silence,’” Dre read. “‘You keep the house like a tomb and treat me as if I murdered her. I can’t live inside your anger anymore. I’m leaving because if I stay, I’ll disappear too.’”
He dropped the page, hands shaking.
We sat in silence, the weight of the words pressing on us. The house didn’t feel empty anymore. It felt suffocating, filled with echoes we’d never heard.
Dre picked up another letter, then another. They were all the same—pleas for forgiveness, explanations, heartbreak. Nana hadn’t run off with anyone. She’d run away from the blame.
My head spun. All those years of whispers, all those stories about her being selfish, about her abandoning the family—they were lies. Or at least half-truths.
Dre rubbed his face. “I knew it. I always knew there was more.”
I whispered, “Why did you think they were here?”
He looked at me with something like guilt. “Because Grandpa told me once. Drunk. Said the walls ‘knew the truth.’ I thought it was just rambling, but… I guess not.”
The air felt heavy, but I also felt something else—relief. Like a knot I didn’t know I had was loosening.
But before I could process, Dre grabbed the whole bundle and shoved it in his backpack.
“Wait,” I said. “What are you doing?”
“Taking them,” he said. “We can’t leave them here.”
“But the family deserves to know. We have to show them.”
He shook his head. “No. They’ll twist it. They’ll say Nana wrote these to cover herself. They’ll still blame her. I’m not letting that happen.”
I stood, blocking the doorway. “So what, you just keep them for yourself? That’s not right.”
His jaw tightened. “You don’t get it. I’ll protect her. I’ll protect the truth. Even if that means hiding it again.”
Something inside me snapped. “Dre, hiding it is what Grandpa did. That’s why we grew up with lies. If you do the same, you’re no better.”
His face softened for a second, then hardened again. “I can’t trust them. But maybe… I can trust you.”
He unzipped the bag, pulled out half the letters, and handed them to me. “You decide what to do with these. But don’t let them rot here.”
I stared at the bundle in my hands, heart racing.
We left the house together, locking it back up behind us. The night air felt sharp and alive, like we’d stepped out of another world. We walked in silence until we reached the corner. Then Dre stopped.
“Promise me,” he said. “Whatever you do, make sure she’s remembered right.”
I nodded. “I promise.”
He pulled his hood up and disappeared down the street.
I stood there, clutching the letters.
Over the next week, I read every single one. They painted a picture of two broken people who loved each other but couldn’t survive the weight of grief. Nana hadn’t been perfect, but she hadn’t been a villain either. She was human.
At first, I thought about hiding them, like Dre. But the more I read, the more I realized silence was poison. The family needed to know, even if it hurt.
So I scanned the letters, printed copies, and brought them to our next family gathering.
The room went silent as I explained. Faces shifted—confusion, denial, anger, then slowly, grief. Some refused to believe. Others cried quietly. Uncle Milan whispered, “She tried to tell us.”
For the first time, it felt like we were mourning Nana properly—not as a runaway or a ghost, but as a woman crushed under weight she couldn’t carry.
Weeks later, something unexpected happened. My aunt tracked Nana down in a small town three hours away. She was alive, frail but clear-eyed. When she heard what we’d found, she wept.
She came to visit. At first it was awkward, but slowly, cracks opened for forgiveness. Grandpa was gone, but his shadow didn’t have to define us anymore.
As for Dre, he never showed up to those gatherings. But one day, he texted me a photo: the other half of the letters, neatly preserved in a box. His message read, “I’m not ready to share yet. But I’m glad you did.”
It wasn’t perfect, but it was a start.
And the house? The family decided to fix it up, not to sell, but to keep as a place to gather. A place to finally let the shame air out.
Looking back, I realized something. Secrets rot when hidden, but truth—even when painful—can heal.
If there’s one thing I took from that night, it’s this: don’t bury the past thinking it’ll stay quiet. It always finds a way out. And sometimes, facing it is the only way forward.
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