They were goofing off like usual—Ezra bouncing on the bench seat, Nico striking some kind of action pose with his arms crossed like a movie poster. It was hot, the boat was rocking, and honestly I was just trying not to spill my coffee.
Then Ezra turned to me, totally serious, and said, “We didn’t make it last time, remember?”
I blinked. “Make it where?”
He pointed out the window, to a stretch of water near a collapsed pier, half-covered in vines. “There. We almost got to the dock. But it tipped.”
Nico didn’t laugh. He just nodded like it was obvious. “That’s why we’re trying again.”
I started to ask what they meant—some game? A story? But Nico reached down and tapped his sandal against the floor.
“I wore these before,” he said. “They float better.”
That’s when I set my coffee down.
Ezra was six. Nico had just turned eight. They were kids. Kids with wild imaginations, sure. But there was something in their eyes—something heavy. Not pretend-heavy. Memory-heavy.
I leaned forward. “Wait… what do you mean you wore those before?”
Ezra swung his legs. “Same ones. From the trip. Last year maybe. Or before we were your nephews.”
My stomach tightened. “What does that mean? Before you were my nephews?”
Nico glanced out the window again. “When we were other kids.”
They weren’t smiling. Weren’t playing anymore. Just sitting there with this strange calm, like old men inside tiny bodies.
I tried to keep my voice light. “So… this is like a game, right? A story you made up?”
Neither answered.
That part of the ferry ride passed in weird silence. I distracted them with snacks, pointed out birds, and thankfully they slipped back into being regular kids again. Or at least, they seemed to. I tried to shake it off too. Tried to forget.
But I didn’t.
Back at my apartment that night, I couldn’t stop thinking about it. “Before we were your nephews.” What the hell did that even mean? I called my brother, Liam, figuring maybe the boys had seen something spooky on TV or played some weird video game.
He laughed at first. “Yeah, they’ve got crazy imaginations. Probably something from YouTube.”
But when I told him exactly what they’d said, Liam got quiet.
“I mean… they’ve said stuff before. Not like that, but… odd things. Ezra once told me he missed his ‘real dad.’”
“Oh. And what’d you say?”
“I figured he meant me being away for work a lot. But now…” He paused. “I’ve never told you this, but Nico used to scream at night when he was three. Always the same thing: ‘We fell. We fell. The boat tipped.’”
A cold flush ran through me.
“You think they…?”
“I don’t know,” Liam said. “They’ve been ours since birth. We adopted them right after the hospital. But sometimes… sometimes it’s like they remember something they shouldn’t.”
I didn’t sleep that night.
Over the next week, I tried to forget. But the memory wouldn’t go away. And neither would the feeling that something was off.
Then a twist happened that made my blood run cold.
I was at the city library picking up a book I’d reserved. On my way out, I noticed a small historical exhibit in the corner about local ferry disasters. A photo caught my eye—an old black-and-white of a boat half-submerged near a crumbling pier.
The same pier the boys had pointed at.
My heart stuttered.
The caption read: “The 1998 Shelburne Ferry Tragedy. Nine passengers drowned when the boat tipped during docking. Only one child survived.”
That couldn’t be a coincidence.
I asked the librarian if they had more info on it. She brought me an archive file. I flipped through yellowed papers, photographs, and statements from witnesses. One photo stopped me cold.
Two boys. Maybe five and seven. One with curly hair. One with straight bangs. Standing at the edge of the dock with life vests on. Identical to how Nico and Ezra looked now.
I stared at it for a long time. They had different names—Sam and Luis—but something in their eyes… that strange, quiet depth… was the same.
I left the library shaking.
Back home, I pulled out the box of old photos my brother had given me when the boys were babies. There was nothing from their birth parents. Just hospital wristbands and adoption papers.
No way to connect them to the photo. No way to prove anything.
But my gut wouldn’t let it go.
I didn’t want to scare the kids, so I waited until we were playing board games one night to casually bring it up.
“Hey, remember that ferry ride last week? You guys said something funny… about not making it last time.”
Nico kept his eyes on the board. “We weren’t supposed to say that.”
Ezra whispered, “We remember more when we’re near the water.”
I almost dropped my game piece.
Nico looked up, finally. “You think we’re lying?”
“No,” I said honestly. “I think you believe it.”
He nodded. “Good. ‘Cause it’s real.”
Over the next few days, they told me more. Little bits at a time.
They remembered a woman with red fingernails holding them on the boat. They remembered laughter. A sudden shift. Water everywhere. Cold and fast.
They remembered screaming. Darkness. Then nothing.
Until waking up as babies again. New names. New parents.
Ezra believed they were brothers in the last life too. Nico wasn’t sure. “Maybe we just found each other again,” he said.
And somehow, that was even more heartbreaking.
It wasn’t just their story. It was their longing. As if they had unfinished business. Some part of them stuck in the past.
So I asked the dumbest question of my life.
“What do you think you need to do to move on?”
Ezra didn’t hesitate. “Make it to the dock.”
Nico nodded. “This time, we don’t fall.”
I wanted to say no. Wanted to forget all of it. But the boys weren’t afraid. They were calm. Even hopeful.
And some quiet, unreasonable part of me believed them.
So I told Liam everything.
He thought I was crazy. At first.
Then I showed him the photo from the archive. The pier. The boys.
He sat in silence for a long time.
Finally, he said, “If it gives them peace… if it helps them feel safe… then maybe we try.”
That weekend, we took the same ferry again. Same dock. Same stretch of water.
The boys wore their life vests. And Nico’s “floating” sandals, just in case.
It was just the four of us on the early morning trip. The captain was kind enough to let us disembark near the old pier, though it was technically closed off.
We stepped carefully onto the crumbling dock. Wood groaned beneath our feet. The boys held hands.
Ezra whispered, “We’re here.”
Nico looked out over the water. “This is where it happened.”
The wind was gentle. The air still. There was no sign of tragedy. Just quiet.
Then Ezra turned to Liam and me and said, “Thank you. We can go now.”
I didn’t know what he meant.
But that night… something changed.
The boys didn’t talk about the ferry again. Not once. It was like they let it go. Like they’d closed a chapter.
They slept better. Played louder. Laughed more.
Whatever haunted them had lifted.
Weeks passed. Life went on.
Then, months later, something beautiful happened.
Ezra came to me while I was reading. He had a drawing.
It was two boys. Holding hands on a dock. A boat in the background. A woman smiling nearby.
He’d written in crooked, careful letters: “We made it.”
I felt tears sting my eyes.
Nico hung it on the fridge. No explanation needed.
It was over.
Or maybe just beginning. A new chapter, unburdened.
Years later, the boys still don’t remember everything. The details have faded. But that peace—that calm in their eyes—it stayed.
Sometimes, life gives us second chances. And sometimes, it gives us the gift of remembering just enough to heal, but not so much that it breaks us.
Whatever their story was before, it doesn’t define them now.
They are Nico and Ezra. Bright. Loud. Full of mischief and heart.
And this time, they made it.
So did we.
If there’s one thing this whole journey taught me, it’s this:
Sometimes, the soul knows what it needs before we do. And if we’re lucky, we get to help someone finish the story they didn’t know they were still writing.
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