At the company gala, a coworker I barely knew handed me a velvet pouch. Inside: a rose gold quill pin. “You’re always scribbling,” she said.
I wore it everywhere—meetings, panels, even my headshot. Months later, under bright light, I spotted tiny engraved text. Two words: “WRITE BACK.”
At first, I thought it was just cute. Artsy. Poetic. I figured it was her way of saying, “Keep going.” You know, encouragement for the wannabe writer. I’d always been that girl scribbling during lunch breaks, half-finished short stories saved in my Google Drive under names like Untitled_4_FINALforREAL.
But something about those words stuck with me.
I asked around the office, trying to find her. Her name was Renaya. She’d only been at the company for six months—freelance, design team. Then she vanished. Contract ended, maybe? HR shrugged. Her email bounced back. It was weird, but not suspicious. Not yet.
So I wore the pin like a little badge of ambition. Until one Tuesday morning, I walked into the conference room and our VP, Darien, stared at it and went pale.
“Where did you get that?” he asked.
I laughed, thinking he was joking. “A designer gave it to me. Why?”
He didn’t answer. Just muttered something like, “Didn’t think anyone else had one.” And walked out.
From that point on, things changed. Slowly at first.
The IT guy, Marku, who barely said hi before, started bringing me coffee. People started listening more during meetings when I spoke. Like, really listening. One guy even jotted down my idea and credited me by name in his follow-up email. That had never happened before.
A month later, I got invited to a roundtable with the execs—me and eight other people out of 300.
All because I was “creative.” Or that’s what they said. But I knew better.
That pin had become some kind of weird… signal.
I started paying attention. Noticed that two other people at that roundtable were wearing the same quill pin. Different colors, slightly different styles—but same shape. Same design.
I caught one of them—Arjun from strategy—in the elevator and asked straight up, “Where’d you get your pin?”
He paused, stared at me. Then, without a word, took out his phone and showed me a note that just said: Not here. Third floor terrace. After 5.
Now I was fully hooked.
So that evening, I slipped up to the terrace after work. It was empty, just the hum of the HVAC and the sound of traffic. Arjun came five minutes later, holding a thermos of tea like this was a normal catch-up.
“You got the real one?” he asked.
I nodded. “It says ‘WRITE BACK’ on it.”
He grinned. “Then welcome. You’ve been chosen.”
I honestly thought he was kidding. Like, some weird writer’s club thing. But then he told me about Renaya.
She wasn’t just a freelance designer. She was the last person to challenge the company’s founder on a proposal—and she was right. The project tanked. They never forgave her for being smarter. But instead of firing her, they froze her out. No meetings. No collabs. No credit.
So she started handing out pins to people she believed had something real to say—but didn’t have the power to say it. “Write back” wasn’t just about writing. It was about responding. Stepping in.
Arjun had gotten his pin a year ago. Since then, he’d quietly been looping people in—people like me. And people like Darien, apparently, who once tried to dismantle the group after he got one… and failed.
There were rules, though. You never handed someone a pin unless they earned it. And once you wore it, you spoke up when it counted.
I thought it was inspiring.
Until it got dangerous.
One afternoon, we were reviewing a policy about layoffs. They were trimming 10% “due to economic uncertainty.” But the list? It was disproportionately women, older staff, and international hires.
I brought it up, lightly, like, “Hey, is this hitting a certain group more than others?”
Dead silence.
Then Darien said, “That’s not relevant here.”
I looked across the table. Arjun was there. So was Paola from HR. Both wearing their pins.
And neither said a damn word.
After that meeting, I cornered Paola. “What was that?”
She looked miserable. “We’re not ready to push back yet. There’s more to lose than gain.”
I snapped. “What’s the point of these pins if no one uses their voice when it matters?”
She looked away. “Not everyone gets to keep their job if they do.”
That night, I pulled the pin off my blazer and left it on my dresser. I didn’t wear it the next day. Or the day after.
Until someone else picked up the fight.
A junior copywriter—Meilin—who’d just passed her probation, stood up in a town hall and asked why no execs were being laid off. She didn’t say it rudely. Just clearly.
The room cracked open.
Meilin had no pin. No group. Just guts.
By the end of the week, she was let go for “performance concerns.”
That’s when I put the pin back on.
And this time, I didn’t wait for a terrace meeting. I sent out an anonymous memo, complete with stats, screenshots, and a call to action. I cc’d legal. I cc’d media contacts.
I wasn’t ready for what happened next.
A week later, my company’s name was trending for all the wrong reasons. Someone leaked my memo. The layoffs were paused. Internal investigation launched. A journalist even reached out asking for an interview.
And then—I got suspended.
No cause. Just “under review.”
I sat in my apartment wondering if I’d just nuked my career. I didn’t even know if Arjun or Paola would back me up. Probably not. I was the one who went public.
But two days into my suspension, I got a package. No return address. Just a box. Inside: a pin.
This one was platinum. Heavy. And underneath it, a note.
“Some things are worth losing. Now watch what you gain.”
Turns out, Renaya never vanished. She left on her own terms. And she’d been watching. Quietly supporting those who kept the line alive.
By the end of the month, I was offered my job back—with a promotion. I declined.
Because I’d already accepted something better.
Renaya and a few others had just launched a creative equity consultancy—helping companies audit their culture, train leaders, protect whistleblowers. They wanted me as director of storytelling and strategy.
My work now? Helping real people be heard, not just seen.
I still have the rose gold pin. I still wear it sometimes. But now, I hand out my own version too. Not metal. Just postcards. With two words:
“Write back.”
Here’s what I’ve learned: sometimes the quietest voices carry the sharpest truth. But they need space—and safety—to speak.
If you’ve ever felt like no one’s listening, keep going anyway. You never know who’s watching. Or what that tiny act of courage might change.
Share this if you’ve ever been scared to speak up—but did it anyway. Or want to. Someone might be waiting for your voice. ❤️