The CORSAGE was in my locker Monday morning.

Not mine – Destiny Kline’s corsage, the one she’d been showing everyone since February, with the dried rosebuds and the ribbon that matched her dress.

It was in my locker with a note that said wear this to prom and we’ll let you come.

I’d been eating lunch in the bathroom since October.

I knew what it meant. It meant they wanted to watch me walk in wearing her flowers so they could take a picture and post it before I made it to the door.

I took the corsage home.

My hands didn’t shake when I untied the ribbon.

I thought about the video they posted in November – me, from behind, in the gym, with a caption I’m not going to repeat.

I thought about how the teacher saw it and said girls can be cruel.

I thought about Destiny laughing so hard she had to sit down.

I kept the ribbon.

I spent three weeks on what I was going to do, and I told exactly nobody.

My mom thought I was excited about prom.

I was.

I got there twenty minutes before the doors opened and I talked to the DJ, whose name was Marcus and who owed my cousin a favor.

I talked to the photographer, who was a junior named Bree and who knew exactly what I was going to ask her before I asked.

When Destiny walked in with her group, I was already inside.

She was looking for me near the entrance, scanning for the corsage.

She was still scanning when the DJ cut the music.

He said, into every speaker in that room: “This next dedication goes out from Amber to the whole junior class.”

I had given him the screenshots.

Every single one, going back to October, projected on the SCREEN BEHIND THE STAGE while Destiny Kline stood in the middle of the dance floor with nowhere to go.

I don’t know what her face did.

I was watching her friends back away.

Bree said, “Smile.”

October

It started with something small, the way these things always do, so small you spend the first two weeks convincing yourself you’re imagining it.

A seat pulled away right when you’re about to sit down. Not aggressive. Just gone. Like you’d miscounted.

Destiny had been in my English class since freshman year and we weren’t friends but we weren’t anything, either. Neutral. I borrowed a pen once. She lent it without looking up. That was the whole relationship.

Then I made the mistake of talking to Connor Pruitt at the homecoming bonfire.

I didn’t know he and Destiny had a thing. Nobody told me. He came up to me, he talked to me, and I talked back because that’s what you do when someone talks to you. We stood by the fire for maybe fifteen minutes. I laughed at something he said. That was it.

That was enough.

The video in November was the worst of it, but it wasn’t the first thing. Before that there was the group chat I wasn’t in, where someone had apparently been posting photos of me all semester with commentary. I found out about it from a girl named Priya in my calc class who felt bad enough to tell me but not bad enough to show me the screenshots. She said it had like forty people in it. Forty. Kids I’d eaten lunch next to for two years.

The video was from gym class. Someone got me from behind, mid-jump in volleyball, and the caption was about my body and what I looked like and I’m not writing it here because I don’t need it to exist in more places than it already does.

The teacher, Mrs. Garland, saw it because another student showed her. She called it unfortunate. She said girls can be cruel to each other and that it was a good lesson in being careful about what we post. She looked at me when she said it, like I was the one who needed the lesson.

I reported the account. The account came back with a different handle three days later.

I started eating in the third-floor bathroom because the cafeteria had gotten loud in a specific way I can’t describe except to say I could feel it on my skin.

The Corsage

I need to explain what the corsage meant to Destiny, because otherwise none of this makes sense.

She’d been talking about prom since February. Not in a normal way. In a way where it was a project, a production, something she was building. She’d shown the corsage to half the junior class by March: dried rosebuds, cream and blush, with a ribbon in the exact same dusty rose as her dress. She’d had it custom-made by someone her mom found on Etsy. She mentioned the price twice that I heard.

The corsage was a symbol. It was the symbol of the kind of girl she was, the kind of prom she was going to have, the kind of life she was assembling piece by piece.

Putting it in my locker was, to her, the funniest thing she’d ever thought of. I’m sure they planned it for days. I’m sure there was a group chat about it. I’m sure there were at least thirty people who knew what was going to happen when I walked through those prom doors in her flowers.

I took it home on Monday. I set it on my desk. I looked at it for a long time.

The rosebuds were actually pretty. That was the first thing I thought, and it made me feel something ugly that I don’t have a clean word for.

I untied the ribbon. Slowly. It was the kind of ribbon that takes patience to undo without tearing. I took my time.

I kept the ribbon. The rest of it I put in a shoebox in my closet. I wasn’t sure yet what I was going to do, but I knew I was going to do something, and I knew it had to be the kind of thing you only get to do once.

Three Weeks

I want to be clear: I didn’t tell anyone.

Not my mom, who noticed I was acting different and asked twice if I was okay. I told her I was just stressed about finals. She believed me because I’m usually stressed about finals.

Not Priya, who’d shown me enough decency to feel guilty about. I thought about telling her. I thought she might actually help. But I didn’t trust the information to stay still.

Not my cousin Deja, even though Deja was the one who knew Marcus.

Deja had graduated two years ago and she and Marcus had done some complicated thing that ended badly and then okay and now they were at the point where he’d do her a favor if she asked. She’d mentioned this once, offhand, about something else entirely. I’d filed it away without knowing why.

I called Deja and I told her I needed an introduction. I didn’t tell her what for. She said why are you being weird and I said please just trust me and she did, because Deja is that kind of person.

Marcus called me the next day. He had a voice like a radio host and he listened to everything I said without interrupting, which I hadn’t expected.

When I finished, he was quiet for a second.

Then he said, “You got the screenshots?”

I said yes.

He said, “All of them?”

I said all of them. Going back to October. The group chat that Priya had described to me but never shown me: I’d gotten those from someone else, someone I’m not naming, someone who’d been in the chat and felt bad enough to actually do something about it. The video. The follow-up posts. The account that came back. All of it, organized by date, saved to my phone and backed up twice.

Marcus said he’d need them formatted a specific way for the projection setup. He told me who to talk to about the AV equipment. He was professional about it. Businesslike.

I asked him why he was helping me.

He said, “Because I was the weird kid too.”

Bree was easier. Bree was a junior who shot everything: football games, theater productions, the occasional candid portrait she’d post with a long caption about light. She was good. She was also the kind of person who’d been watching Destiny Kline operate for three years and had opinions about it.

I didn’t have to explain much. I just told her where to be and when, and what I needed her to get.

She said, “You want the before or the after?”

I said both.

She said, “Obviously.”

The Dress

My mom took me shopping the Saturday before prom. She thought I’d been dragging my feet about it and she was right, but not for the reason she assumed. She thought I was nervous about going alone. I let her think that.

We found a dress at a department store downtown. Dark green, fitted through the waist, simple. My mom cried a little in the dressing room, the way she does. She said I looked beautiful. I believed her.

I wore the ribbon from Destiny’s corsage around my wrist. Tied it myself, that morning, in front of the bathroom mirror. It looked intentional. It looked like an accessory.

Nobody would know what it was unless I told them.

I wasn’t planning to tell them. That wasn’t the point.

Twenty Minutes Early

The venue was a hotel ballroom downtown. The kind of place with chandeliers and carpet so thick it muffles everything.

I got there at six-forty. Doors opened at seven.

Marcus was already set up. He gave me a nod when I walked in, nothing more. The screen behind the stage was dark. The AV guy, a senior named Phil who Marcus had briefed, was running cable along the back wall.

I found Bree near the entrance, camera already out, testing her settings against the light.

She looked at me and said, “You look good.”

I said, “I know.”

I meant it. That was new.

We went over the timing one more time. Marcus would watch the door. When Destiny’s group came in, he’d give it three minutes, let them get to the middle of the floor, get comfortable. Then he’d cut the music.

Three minutes felt like a long time. I stood near the edge of the room and watched people come in and I thought about Mrs. Garland saying girls can be cruel. I thought about forty people in a group chat. I thought about eating lunch next to a bathroom sink for six months.

Three minutes was nothing.

The Dedication

Destiny came in at seven-twenty-two with four other girls and two guys.

She was wearing the dress. Of course she was. Dusty rose, the exact color of the ribbon on my wrist. She looked like she’d been planning this for months, because she had.

She scanned the entrance first. Looking for me, looking for the corsage. I watched her do it from across the room. Her eyes moved systematically, door to door, and when she didn’t find what she was looking for, something in her expression shifted. Not worried. Not yet. Just recalibrating.

She moved toward the center of the floor. Her friends followed. Someone handed her a drink. She laughed at something, and her laugh carried.

Marcus waited his three minutes.

Then he cut the music.

The room did that thing rooms do when sound suddenly stops: everyone’s voice dropped at the same time, then silence, then a few people laughed nervously.

His voice came through every speaker, clean and warm, the radio-host voice.

“This next dedication goes out from Amber to the whole junior class.”

I watched Destiny’s head turn. She was looking for me again, and this time she found me, and for about two seconds we just looked at each other across the dance floor.

Then the screen lit up.

I’d organized the screenshots chronologically. It started in October, the first week, the small stuff. By November it was the video. By February it was the prom planning, the messages about what would happen when I showed up in the corsage, who was going to take the picture, where they were going to post it.

The room got very quiet in a specific way.

Destiny’s friends took a step back. Not all at once. One at a time, like they were each making a private calculation. By the time the screen hit December, there was a circle of empty floor around her.

I didn’t cross the room. I didn’t say anything. There was nothing to say that wasn’t already up there in her own words.

Bree moved through the crowd with her camera. She got the screen. She got the floor. She got Destiny standing alone in dusty rose with her drink in her hand and nowhere to be.

I don’t know what Destiny’s face did. I made myself not look.

I’d spent six months watching her watch me. She could have this one.

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