Tell me if I’m wrong – I let a motorcycle club show up to my foster child’s placement and now the agency is threatening to pull my certification.

I’ve been a court-appointed special advocate for six years, and in that time I’ve had maybe forty cases. Kids in rough shape, kids who’ve seen things no kid should see. But Dillon – Dillon Pruitt, age eight – is the one who broke something in me. He’s been in foster care since he was four. He’s supposed to testify against his biological father next Tuesday, and for the last three weeks he’s been waking up screaming so loud the foster parents down the hall called the police twice.

His foster mom, Tammy Griggs (51F), told me last month she wasn’t sure she could keep him through the trial. “He won’t eat,” she said. “He won’t go outside. He asked me if his dad can see through walls.”

I’d heard about this organization – volunteer bikers who escort kids to court, stand outside during testimony, make the kid feel like somebody big is on their side. They’re background-checked. They work with judges. I called the local chapter and the president, a guy named Rick Daubner, walked me through everything. They’ve done this hundreds of times.

I told Tammy. She was all for it.

I told Dillon. First time in three weeks I saw that kid smile.

We set it up for Saturday so Dillon could meet the riders before the court date. Nothing formal. Just a meet-and-greet in the driveway so he’d recognize their faces on Tuesday and not be afraid.

Seven bikes pulled up around 10 AM. Dillon was hiding behind Tammy’s leg. Rick got down on one knee, handed him a little vest with a road name patch that said “ACE,” and told him, “You got seven people here who aren’t going anywhere. Not Tuesday. Not ever.”

Dillon grabbed onto Rick’s jacket and didn’t let go for twenty minutes.

Then the caseworker showed up.

I didn’t know Angela Marsh (38F) was doing a drop-in visit. She pulled into the driveway, saw the bikes, saw the leather, saw the patches, and her face went WHITE.

She didn’t say hello to Dillon. She didn’t ask who these people were. She got out of her car, walked straight to me, and said, “What the HELL is this? You brought a GANG to a foster placement?”

I tried to explain. She cut me off.

“This is a violation. This is unauthorized contact with non-approved adults. I’m reporting this TODAY.”

Dillon heard every word. He looked up at Rick. Then he looked at me. And in this tiny voice he said, “Are they gonna take my people away too?”

Rick put his hand on Dillon’s shoulder. Angela pointed at him and said, “Sir, do NOT touch that child.”

My friends and family are split – half of them say I should’ve cleared it through the agency first, and the other half say the agency would’ve said no just to cover themselves and Dillon would’ve walked into that courtroom alone.

I got the formal letter Monday morning. Tammy called me crying that night because Angela told her the placement was under review. The trial is in forty-eight hours.

I picked up my phone and called Rick. I told him what happened. There was a long pause. Then he said, “How many of us do you need at that courthouse?”

I said all of them.

Tuesday morning I pulled into the courthouse parking lot and counted the bikes. There weren’t seven.

There were forty-three.

I walked inside to find Dillon, and that’s when the bailiff stopped me. He said the judge wanted to see me in chambers. Right now. Before anything else.

I opened the door. Angela was already sitting there. And so was someone I did NOT expect –

The Person in That Chair

Tammy.

Not Angela’s supervisor. Not a rep from the agency. Tammy Griggs, still in her coat, holding her purse in her lap with both hands like she was in church. She looked at me when I walked in and her eyes were red but her face was set.

I had no idea she’d been called. Or if she’d been called at all.

The judge was a guy named Gerald Foss. Maybe sixty, wire glasses, the kind of face that doesn’t give you anything. He had a file open on his desk and he was reading it when I came in. He didn’t look up right away. The bailiff closed the door behind me and I just stood there.

Angela had a legal pad. She’d been writing on it.

Judge Foss finally looked up. He said, “Sit down.”

I sat.

He looked at me for a second. Then he looked at Angela. Then back to me.

“I’ve been on the family court bench for nineteen years,” he said. “I have read your report, Ms. Marsh. I have also read the CASA file. And I have a question before we go any further.”

Angela sat up a little straighter.

He looked directly at her. “Did you speak to the child on Saturday?”

She said, “I assessed the situation and determined-“

“Did you speak to the child.”

A beat.

“No.”

Judge Foss wrote something down. He didn’t say anything for a moment. Just wrote.

What Tammy Said

Then he turned to Tammy and asked her to describe Saturday. What she saw. What Dillon did. What he said after the bikes left.

Tammy put her purse on the floor. She folded her hands.

She said after the bikes left, Dillon ate lunch. Full plate. First time in two and a half weeks. She said he asked if he could wear the vest to bed. She said he slept through the night Saturday and Sunday both, and Monday he went outside by himself for twenty minutes and kicked a soccer ball against the fence.

She said Monday night he told her, “I’m not scared anymore because Rick said they’ll be right outside.”

Judge Foss listened to all of it. He didn’t interrupt. When she finished he asked, “And the organization – you’ve verified their credentials?”

I pulled out my folder. I’d brought everything. Background check documentation on all seven riders who came Saturday. The organization’s court liaison letters from three other counties. A letter from a family court judge in a county two hours north who’d worked with them for four years.

I put it on his desk.

He looked through it. Angela started to say something and he held up one finger without looking at her.

She stopped.

What the Letter Said

He read for a while. Then he set the folder down.

“Ms. Marsh,” he said, “your report characterizes this organization as, and I’m quoting, ‘an unknown group of adults with no established relationship to the child or the case.’ Is that accurate?”

“At the time of my visit-“

“At the time of your visit, the CASA had documentation. She had it Saturday. Did you ask to see it?”

Silence.

“Did you speak to the foster mother before filing?”

More silence. Different quality.

Angela said the protocol was clear, that any unauthorized adult contact at a foster placement required immediate reporting, that she was following procedure.

Judge Foss took his glasses off. Set them on the desk.

“I’m going to tell you what I see,” he said. “I see an eight-year-old boy who is scheduled to testify in four hours against a man who, according to this file, told him that if he talked, bad things would happen to people he loved. I see a child who has not slept or eaten in weeks. And I see documentation that a group of vetted, court-adjacent volunteers spent twenty minutes with him on Saturday and he slept two nights in a row.”

He put his glasses back on.

“The placement review is suspended pending a full administrative hearing. That hearing will not occur before this trial concludes.” He looked at me. “Your certification review is also suspended. Same basis.”

Angela opened her mouth.

“I’m not finished.” He wasn’t loud about it. Just final. “The organization’s volunteers are permitted to be present on courthouse grounds today in whatever number they’ve assembled. I will have my clerk coordinate with the bailiff. They will not be in the courtroom. They will be visible to the child during approach and egress. That is my order.”

He closed the file.

“Send the boy in. I want to talk to him before we start.”

Forty-Three Bikes

I found Dillon in a waiting room down the hall with Rick and a woman named Pam, one of the other riders, who had apparently been teaching him to play rummy on her phone. He was wearing the vest over his dress shirt. Tammy had ironed the shirt. You could see the crease.

I told him the judge wanted to say hi before things got started.

He looked at Rick. Rick said, “Judges are just regular people with a fancy chair.”

Dillon thought about that. Then he said, “Okay.”

I walked him down to chambers. Judge Foss had moved around to the front of his desk. He crouched down a little, the way adults do when they’re trying not to be tall, and he shook Dillon’s hand.

He said, “I heard you’ve got some people outside.”

Dillon said, “Forty-three.”

The judge said, “I know. I counted.”

Something happened on Dillon’s face. Not a smile exactly. More like something that had been clenched just loosened a little.

Foss said, “You know what your job is today?”

Dillon said, “Tell the truth.”

“That’s it. That’s the whole job. Can you do that?”

Dillon looked at his shoes. Then back up. “Rick says the truth is the bravest thing.”

Foss nodded once. “Rick’s right.”

What Happened After

I’m not going to say much about the testimony itself. That’s Dillon’s, not mine.

What I’ll say is he walked into that building through a corridor of forty-three people in leather vests. They didn’t cheer or make noise. They just stood there. Lined up. Some of them had their hands over their hearts. Dillon walked the whole length of it with his chin up, wearing his ACE patch, and he didn’t look at the ground once.

He was in there for two hours.

When he came out, Rick was the first person he saw.

He ran.

Tammy was crying. I was crying. A guy behind me who had to be six-four with a beard down to his chest was crying and pretending he wasn’t.

The biological father’s attorney filed for a continuance halfway through. Denied. The DA told me afterward the testimony was clear and consistent and she felt good about where things were headed. She couldn’t say more than that. She didn’t need to.

Angela Marsh was not at the courthouse. I don’t know if she was told not to come or chose to stay away.

The Formal Letter

I got another letter from the agency two weeks later.

Different tone than the first one. The certification review had been closed without finding. My CASA supervisor, a woman named Brenda Kowalski who’d been in my corner the whole time and never once told me to back down, called me the same day the letter arrived.

She said, “I want you to know I’ve been doing this for twenty-two years and I would’ve done exactly what you did.”

I said, “You would’ve cleared it first.”

She laughed. She said, “I would’ve tried. And then I would’ve done it anyway.”

I went back to see Dillon on a Thursday about a month after the trial. Tammy had started the paperwork. Not respite care, not an extension. The real paperwork. The kind that takes a long time and costs money and means you’ve decided.

He was outside when I pulled up. Kicking the soccer ball against the fence.

He saw my car and came over. He was still wearing the vest. Over a hoodie this time.

I asked him how he was doing.

He said, “Rick’s coming Saturday. We’re gonna wash the bikes.”

He said it the way kids say things that are just facts. The way you’d say it’s Tuesday or I had cereal. Easy. Solid.

I sat on Tammy’s front step for a while after that. The afternoon was cold, maybe forty degrees, and the yard smelled like dead leaves and someone nearby was burning something. Dillon kept kicking the ball. Just that sound, over and over. The thud of it against the wood.

I didn’t go anywhere.

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